neuroticgirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- how fucking codependent can I be? Holy fuck am I ever miserable! I used to tell my friends that if I ever got all lovesick puppyish it was their duty as a friend to put me out of my misery with a large blunt wrench to the head. One fucking day, not even a full 24 hours and I'm sitting here being miserable. He's going to call me around midnight. But I'm still sitting here being miserable. Jesus H Christ! I don't think it's that I can't hug him or kiss him tonight. I think my misery stems from me not letting myself forget that I can't hug him or kiss him for 16 or 17 more days and nights. God I am one pathetic little neuroticgirl. 7:58 p.m. - 06.03.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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