neuroticgirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- snap out of it AAAAARRRRGGGHHH! Why am I so pathetic? This is the first time I've ever "lived" alone and I am being such a big baby about it. If I were one of my friends I would quit being my friend. I'm whining about missing david, whining about being bored, whining about EVERYfuckingTHING. I just don't know what to do with myself which is fine. Perfectly understandable, except that I'm 28 years old with 3 kids and I need to get the fuck over myself. Why do I think I'm so different than all the other people that live alone with their children? What makes me so special that I deserve extra sympathy? I'm just disgusting today. Hopefully tomorrow I'll wake up and realize what a ninny I'm being and I'll snap out of it. 10:50 p.m. - 06.19.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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