neuroticgirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fuckwad Wednesday my divorce will be final. I was a little upset about all of it until Billy made it easy for me. He told the boys he'd pick them up and take them somewhere on Friday. Never showed, wouldn't answer his cell phone. Today he picks them up to take them to church with him and he drops them off at 1:30 and tells them he'll pick them back up by 3 to go to the park. Never shows, wouldn't answer his cell. Ian calls and leaves a message crying his little heart out asking where he was and why he forgot about them? I run by his house to see if he's there. Nope. Ian mopes around all upset about his dad until FINALLY billy calls. Billy says he was at home and fell asleep. I throw the bullshit flag and he admits he went to some girls house and watched movies instead. But that doesn't stop him from getting on the phone with Ian and trying the same fucking lie to which Ian threw the bullshit flag and he once again had to admit that he was at a friends house and forgot about them. Then had the nerve to get all pissy with Ian for being upset. Fuckwad. Now why the fuck would you tell your children you'd do something with them when you know you have other fucking plans? I have sat here for the past 4 hours with a totally heartbroken 9 year old and it makes me want to murder the fucking bastard. 8:07 p.m. - 06.08.03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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